Sams Story by the songs

[Guest drmaxireland]

So basically im going to go through all the lyrics of the songs and see whats going on in them because they seem to show Sams Story.

Lullaby For A Deadman

Life is still scaring

in my beginning

everything I hope for has been strangely set aside

breathing for living

my mind is foregiving

and destiny is proving to be absent from my mind

I know where a feeling

I know when your sleeping

I know the things your dreaming

and I know you will never give up and die

Conscious fulfilling, darkness revealing Oh

faultering securities are shining on the sun

eyes are decieving

your mind will stop breathing and

all you are made of will now wryly become mine

You know when your feeling

I know when your sleeping

I know the things your dreaming

I love it when your weeping

even death can’t stop this feeling

and I know you wont give up and die

Father, why have you forsaken me

my life is gone

father, know how long it’s taken me

I live again

I know when your sleeping

I know the things your dreaming

I know when your sleeping

I know the things your dreaming

I love when your weeping

even death can’t stop this feeling

I know when your sleeping

I know the things your dreaming

I love when your weeping

even death can’t stop this feeling

and I know you will never give up

no, you will never give up…

you will never give up… and die

So the name of the song makes me think this is a song for Maxis from Sam as she has just arrived in Aether and is still in shock over her fathers death and her teleportation into a world of chaos. She might think that Maxis could still have a chance at living and or maybe he is slowly dying as she says "Youll never give up and die"

She might also have some sort of hatred for him because of the fact its his fault shes in Aether and because he experimented on her dog, Fluffy. There is evidence of this more as she says "Father, why have you forsaken me" The fact she quickly changes between moods makes me think she might have had mental problems before the incident.

The One

All my life I've been debating

All the crows they sit there waiting

Wondering what I'm going to eat

Until I have it I can't breathe

I only see you on the floor

Your heart's not beating anymore

My lust for you just cannot wait

Your skin it tastes like chocolate

Staring blankly at the sun

Waiting for my time to come

Your happy life it makes me sick

All the screaming sounds like music

Losing all my holy dreams

Someone tell me what they mean

There's an iron smell of blood in the air

But I can't find it anywhere

I've been waiting for someone to find me

And become a part of me (become a part of...)

I've been waiting for you to

Come here

And kill me

And set me free (set me...)

I've been waiting for the one

Blood's flavor is so metallic

It's smell makes me go phrenetic

Textures that I find in you is a thick viscous glue

Some nights I become so keen

With all I touch and all I see

There's an iron smell of blood in the air

And now I see it everywhere

I've been waiting for someone to find me

And become a part of me (become a part of me...)

I've been waiting for you to

Come here

And kill me

And set me free (Oh)

I've been waiting for the one

I've been waiting for the one

I've been waiting for someone (part of me...)

I've been waiting for you to

Come here

And kill me (set me...)

I've been waiting for the one

I've been waiting for someone to find me

And become a part of me (become a part of me...)

I've been waiting for you to

Come here

And kill me

And set me free (Oh)

I've been waiting for... (yeah)

I've been waiting for you

to come here

and kill me (set me...)

I've been waiting for...

This song doesnt apply to her as much as the others as it seems to be more about the plight of a zombie, which is the human soul and the hunger. The Human doesnt want to kill all these people they just want to die and be put out of their misery while the Hunger causes them to experience the pains of starvation while never dying so they eternally want to eat. This could also apply a bit to Sam as she wants to be free from this horrible existence and move on but she cant and so she is forced to kill Richtofen out of a sense of revenge.

Beauty Of Annihlation

-verse 1-

All my atrocities

Come by way of reciprocity

I'm chewing the bones of my own reprieve

Death be my dignity

Execute hemlock philosophy

Poison fills the cup of the carpenter

-pre-chorus 1-

No!

Love lost on me

More!

Life so costly

No reason

For grieving

No

Love lost on me

More

Life so costly

Bring me down with

Seven point six two high velocity

-chorus-

I can see them everywhere they're

All around me they're

Waiting for me.

Descending un-

Relenting.

Beauty of annihilation.-verse 2-

Your curiosity

Feeding off my animosity

And reason

Is treason

Down! with all that's good and clean, you can't f***ing annihilate me!

Bring you down with

Seven point nine two and no impunity!

-chorus 2-

Same as previous choruses

-bridge-

Death so beautiful

Looks so beautifu-ul

Death so beautiful

Looks so beautiful on me

-instrumental part-

-outro chorus-

I can see them everywhere

I can see them everywhere i go-o

I can see them everywhere they're

All around me they're waiting for me

I can see them everywhere

I can see them everywhere i go

I can see them everywhere they're

All around me they're waiting for me

Descending un-

Relenting

Beauty of annihilation looks

Like your prophet was mistaken is

Life really gone or just been wasted

Death so close that i can taste it.

This song also seems to apply more to the group and whats going through their heads as they try and survive but some of it can still apply to Sam especially the final few lines as it seems she is saying to them thats she isnt really dead and she is so close to death and yet she cant move on. Also this could be read as a taunt from Sam to the group as the first verse represent each person.

End Of WaW Section

[Guest drmaxireland]

Black Ops Section

Before I start I would like to say that the Sam represented in Black Ops seemed to have matured quite a bit and she seems to be even more conflicted than In WaW.

115

115 lyrics

[Verse 1]

No one can see me and

I've lost all feeling and

I know I won't die alone

I'll stop you from breathing and

all your deceiving and

this house is not my home

[Pre chorus 1]

No

More forgiveness

No

and the reason is

I know I wont die alone

I have returned

[Chorus 1]

and everyone dies and

everyone lies

They're waiting for the second coming again

Everyone tries to hold onto their lives

When no one's alive

Bring me 115

[Verse 2]

You stand for nothing and

overlooked something

I'll bring you down all on my own

I'm the end I can taste it

I'll justify hatred

I am the chosen one

left hand of all that's sacred

[Pre Chorus 2]

No

More forgiveness

No

I'll bring you death and pestilence

I'll bring you down on my own.

I have returned

[Chorus 2]

and everything dies

look to the skies

to see the end of all creation again

See with your eyes

my army of flies

when no one's alive

bring me 115

[bridge]

I've lost all form and unity

where has my life gone

I'll bring you doom that you can see

and bring you down to see you bleed.

[Outro Chorus]

and everyone dies and

everyone lies

They're waiting for the second coming again

Everyone tries to hold onto their lives

When no one's alive

Bring me 115

and everything dies

look to the skies

to see the end of all creation again

See with your eyes

my army of flies

when no one's alive

bring me 115

and nobody cries

when everyone dies

and no one's alive

bring me 115

This song seems to represent a struggle between the two sides of Sam, the violent side and the forgiving side. This is best shown as the violents side is the screaming side and the talking side is forgiving.

A good example of this is shown in the lyrics

"No!(screamed:violent side)

More forgiveness(sang:forgiving side)

It looks like she is split between two personalitys a forgiving side and a violent side, and it looks like the two are conversing, as it almost seems as if the violent side is saying no to the request for more forgiveness.

Sam also seems to need more 115 for some reason, possibly because she is somehow trying to get a physical form or create more zombies.(Note the side which wants 115 is violent and thays why I assume she wants it for violent purposes)

I left out wont back down as it wasnt wrote by Treyarch and has little relevance to the Story.

Abracadavre

I can fly like a bird not in the sky,

which can always swim and can always dry.

I say goodbye at night and morning hi.

I'm part of you what am I.

I follow and lead as you pass,

dress yourself in black my darkness lasts.

I flee the light but without the sun,

Your view of me would be gone.

I... can see the damage that

I... am causing you is so benign.

You want me to be gone,

But I have just be-gun

I am the only one undone!

I'm a broken miracle now! in your head.

I don't feel,

like I am real,

but I know,

it's all imaginary.

Are they real

and do they feel?

Is all the pain...

just inside my head?

I am what men love more than life,

fear more than death or mortal strife,

What dead men have and rich require.

I'm what contented men desire.

You want me to be gone,

But I have just be-gun!

You will never know how far I've come!

What goes up must never come back down!

In your head.

I don't feel,

like I am real,

but I know,

it's all imaginary.

Are they real?

and do they feel?

Is all the pain...

just inside my head?

It's all inside my head.

It's just inside my,

It's all inside my,

They're all inside my,

I see them always but they're

all inside my head,

all inside my head,

they're all inside my head.

It's killing me

to see I'm killing you.

Death is magic,

Say Abracadavre now...

You see me now you,

don't cry when I am gone.

These shackles they come,

With certain opportunities.

They won't let me get away,

But they show me we're the same.

We're the same.

We're the same.

They show me that we are the same.

I can't give in.

I won't give in.

It's not a state of mind.

I'm wretched but I'm powerful and,

I don't feel,

like I am real,

but I know,

it's all imaginary. Are they real?

and do they feel?

is all the pain...

just inside my head?

It's all inside my head.

It's just inside my,

It's all inside my,

They're all inside my,

I see them always but they're

all inside my head,

all inside my head,

they're all inside my head...

She seems to be starting to doubt what she is doing and her even existence and she doesnt know if she has any effect on the events of the zombie story. She also doubts the existence of the group and she seems to hate herself for what she has done to the world. The violent part of her body still seems to be mostly in control but good Sam can still give power ups and such. She doubts her existence and she seems to finally have gotten a sense of what is going on here as she seems to realise that she is trapped in Aether represented by the shackles, but she has powers now come with it, represented by the opportunities. She sees that Richtofen is not so different from her as she just wants to move on and he just wants to stop the zombies(though this could be a trick by Richtofen to gain her trust so he can get power.

Not Ready To Die

Gone cast away in time

Evil yours, now evil mine

So I robbed you blind, the voices

in my head could jest a less than

peaceful side

The endless possibilities

controlling 935

You can’t break me, crushed the

fears of yesterday

You can’t change me, barriers our trust will fade.

I’ve stood in the dark, been

waiting all this time

While we damn the dead I’m

trying to survive, I’m not ready to die

Damned, watch the masses fall

Burn it down, control ‘em all

Make me crawl, to daddy’s little

girl to read the writings on the wall

While cast into the nothingness

the final curtain call

You can’t break me, crushed the

fears of yesterday

You can’t change me, barriers our trust will fade.

I’ve stood in the dark, been waiting all this time

While we damn the dead I’m

trying to survive, I’m not ready to die

Through the madness we find

loyalty is no match for power

Say goodbye to your life, left to rot in

your darkest hour

Friends won’t help you now as long as your mine

You can’t break me, crushed the

fears of yesterday

You can’t change me, barriers our trust will fade.

I’ve stood in the dark, been

waiting all this time

While we damn the dead I’m

trying to survive

And I’ll control the world one

person at a time

As I damn the dead I’m trying to

survive, I’m not ready to die

Oh!

I’m not ready to die

I’m not ready to die !!

I’m not ready to die !!

I’m not ready to die !!!!

This song isnt really from Sams mindset at all but from Richtofen but he sometimes seems to be talking to her. Richtofen seems to be talking about his plan and how hes going to take over the world but he mentions how he wont go crawling back to Sam referred to as "daddys little girl."

This shows he is aware of her existence and her prolonged survival so there is a chance that he is somehow communicating with her.

Pareidolia

Pareidolia lyrics

I see them staring back at me

They know my name

The faces in the sky are

looking for something more

My friends have paper smiles and

laugh at me in all my trials

Their eyes are everywhere

and see everything

what do

They need me

And I need them

See me

And I see them

Within

The lines they've been

burned in my mind

It all ends so violently I know

My sweet pareidolia

It all ends so painfully and slow

My pareidolia

My friends have hollow eyes

They're made of shapes and curvy lines

Their eyes are everywhere

and see everything

what do

They need me

And I need them

See me

And I see them

Within

The lines they've been

burned in my mind

It all ends so violently I know

My sweet pareidolia

It all ends so painfully and slow

My pareidolia

The loneliness

is only missed when

I am alone

O

yeah

I might try to find my light tonight

Hide my sight from eyes I try to fight

My nine eyes of light die by the blight

Ride white knight unite my plight tonight

They're inside me

They're inside me

I'm inside out

I'm inside out

They're all around

Within without

Within without

They're inside

I'm outisde

They're all around

They're all around

They're inside me

I'm inside out

They're all around

Within without

It all ends so violently I know

My sweet pareidolia

It all ends so painfully and slow

My pareidolia

la lalala

lalala

lalala

lala

It seems to me she is finally fully realuzing what has happened to her and that she is in a symbiotic telationship with the zombies. She needs them for purpose and a sense of existince in the real world and they need her for power and control. She seems to now know the zombies arent her friends but creatures of pure instinct who are just trying to stop the pain. She thinks whats she is doing is horroble and wants to take control of her body. The lyric "the line is burned in my head" seems to show she has a clear understanding between the differences between her and her violent side and she seems to be trying to take control of her body. She also realizes that the zombies are physical manifications of her hatred and that they are inside her and are her.

One more thing

There seems to be whispering at some points in the background of thr one. Has anyone checked this out?

So In Conclusion

I think that Sam was a troubled girl even before the incident as she had traumatic experiences from being around dead bodies alot. She had a mental disorder, perhaps bipolar, which only got worse with the trauma of the zombie storyline.

Thank you for reading and any criticism is accepted.

[Guest Zombieofthedead]

Good job, however your got some of Not ready to die's lyrics wrong, just want to point out (controling every fight is controling 935, and save your body or lie is say goodbye to your life). I think you deserve [brains] for this.

[Guest drmaxireland]

Thanks Zombie and I thought it said controlling every fight but that makes more sense.